Yo! It has been a long time since my last journal! and things are kinda different from then, so I'm gonna explain how things are right now.

About my college and studies:
In my last journal I said i was gonna have a free year to improve, but my mother kept threatening me with stuff and pushing me to at least get two subjects per year.
I know its almost nothing, everyone tell me that I should be glad to have it so easy, and I dont know if I'm just an spoiled brat that cant appreciate the great oportunity his mother is sacrificing herself to give me(Ironically, this sacrifice is 1000€ per year if i get a year worth of subjects, but they can spend more than that in 3 huge flat tvs they dont need ffff-ughaugdssdgaom).
But in the end I dont want to continue with this carreer, I dont want a super cool job that give me 3000€ per month so i can buy a cool car and huge flat tvs, I just want enough money to live, be able to work in my art, and be able to save for the future, is it really selfish of me to want to spend my life working in what I love? I'm just trying to not end up having a nice job but having a miserable life. I just want to live with my art, damnit.

About art:
Kept practicing, trying to get commissions done, tried to make an entry for dominance war, but didnt do anything I could feel comfortable with, and besides that, my uncle (who was kinda checking my progress and was gonna teach me cool painting techniques for the contest) told me that my picture was "too manga and lacking lots of detail, we cant do anything good with it" -after- I showed him a week earlier the lineart of the picture...

Damnit man, you should have told me that a lot of days ago when I shoed you the drawing ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff-

Curretly just copying real life and stuff, becoming better and preparing to work in commissions


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And thats it, my everyday is just drawing and practicing, nothing else to say.
Hope I can make my mother give up with the damn career and let me study what I really want, but almost sounds too good to be true...